This is not who I want to be
nor who I am becoming
This is who I am.
I am Aberash
radiating light
as a woman,a mother soul,
a creator,
I adorn, embellish,
illuminate
with love
that brings
the truth of the soul
Divine Sacred
Feminine Energy
Feminine Wisdom
roots deep
into my soul
digging deeper still
revealing a woven tapestry
of you and you and you
together we are just as I am
and our arms of love
gather and extend
sway to and fro
back and forth
a constellation offering
A tree of wild and free living
What is this greatness
within me
the soul blood
that flows through my veins
in and out of this tiger heart
Though doubt and uncertainty visit
Those do not abide within me
Instead, it is courage
that brings me
again and again
to my life
For I am an alchemist
conjuring, creating, calling forth
from the elemental depths
the good, the peace, the love
that we are.
For I am a warrior
committed, contending, crying out
for the manifestation
of the contiguous circles
that we are.
My exploration is unfinished
stalled in a mist
of too much effort
and not enough rest
The pause that creates space
the stillness that allows for a breath
the slowness that draws
the heart deeper within the story
The rest has been missing
I must reclaim this rest
before taking up the story again.
Without it, I lose my way
snarled in the tangled maze
of too much effort
and not enough rest.
