Last night as I drifted off to sleep, I had a few thoughts playing around in my head and I remember telling myself that I wanted to blog about it today. Yeah, well, today I can’t remember what those thoughts were! In fact, all day, I have had that sort of tip-of-the-tongue sensation but nothing has come of it. Maybe another day, right?
I will say that I need to structure my day a bit better so that I can practice my Exmen alone in my bedroom instead of retreating to the bathroom. Last night, I really felt like I was hitting the wall, definitely felt like what I was doing was useless, pointless and fruitless. It was a dry and empty night. That is to be expected, right? It isn’t always going to be an enlightening experience. Just staying true to my word to myself may be the greatest reward.
Night is already upon me, in a few moments I will retreat to my room, in search of some peace and quiet. I am open to any and all suggestions for finding quiet in a household of ten, mostly teenagers who don’t have the early bedtime that gave me moments of solitude when they were all younger.
Goodnight Everybody!
