Found a small space inside that is big enough for me to hoop and not hit anything as long as I don’t move around too much so I spent some time hooping this morning. This is the song at the end of my hooping session this morning.
Interesting word which has different tones of meaning. In this instance, I am using it in reference to the Latin word, sanctum … set apart. Yesterday I witnessed something set apart, sacred; something that was inspiring, moving, touched me deep in my soul … but it was sacred, set apart from me, not my own.
if you watch the video, you will hear them talk about the origins of stepping … about how it originated in South African gold mines, where the miners were not allowed to speak so they developed a way to communicate tapping and thumping the boots that they wore to protect themselves in the mines. They go on to talk about the heritage continuing in slavery traditions and then becoming a part of black fraternities and sororities.
There I was, a southern white girl, wanting to move like that, wanting to take the rhythm into my soul and translate it somehow in my language. But it is not my story. It is not my sacred story.
I can witness it, hear it, listen to it, be moved by it, honor it but I cannot own it. It is not mine.
If I could say anything to each of the steppers who brought their story, their art to me yesterday, it would be this. Thank you. Namaste. I honor your sacredness.
But I left feeling a little off kilter. What is my story? Not just my individual story … but what is the story of my heritage, of my people, of southern textile mill village people? What is the language of that story?
I’ve never wanted to embrace it. I’ve tried to understand it so that I could get far away from it. There is a mindset there that I want to be free of but now I find myself wanting to find an honor, a dignity, a respect that I never saw some of my family members embrace for themselves.
The idea of sacred stories is captivating me right now. My Christian faith is part of my sacred story, individually, corporately, generationally. I fear it will stop or change so radically with me and the generation I have produced. I haven’t passed down the same faith that I inherited. Mainly because I cannot. But I am formulating a different sacred story. I hope I find the language to communicate it will to my maturing children and grandchildren. I hope that they can see it not only in my words but in my actions.
What about you? Do you have a sacred story? How are you telling it?
This is going to be my favorite weekly blog post! I have encountered so many wonderful women in my life … family, friends, creative women on the web and it makes me bounce up and down in my seat with SO much joy to be able to celebrate them and share them with you!
Today’s Wylde Woman is Connie Hozvicka at Dirty Footprints Studio. I stumbled across her website sometime last year and immediately felt like I had discovered a soul sister in another part of the country. When she got her dreadlocks back in October, it was confirmed (at least on my end!)
Her vlogs creative juicy episodes are the creme de la creme … So much love and enthusiasm and encouragement oozes through the screen! Belly love is her blogging journey of not just body love … but body care and she lovingly reminds us to unplug occasionally just to create art.
Connie is the fearless leader of several online painting workshops .. Big and Deep. I am taking the BIG workshop now and there are not words to express how much is happening in me artistically in just third week of the class. On one hand, I can hardly wait to see what completing this course will do but on the other, I don’t want this to end! I really feel like I am being infused with fearlessness!
So … go visit Connie at Dirty Footprints Studio … but only if you dare to be fearless and creative and juicy and BIG and DEEP and … WYLDE!
Live with intention. Walk to the edge.
Listen hard. Practice wellness. Play with abandon.
Laugh. Choose with no regret. Appreciate your friends.
Continue to learn. Do what you love.
Live as if this is all there is.
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Mary Anne Radmacher
learning to think differently. It is an ongoing process but my spiritual knowing is being challenged, is stretching. It is SO good. But I find sometimes that I am sore, tender and weak from the exertion. Part of the challenge is also learning to communicate differently about my faith, learning to trust this process. It is one that I thought was finished but this is part of the exchange … trading the once-in-a-lifetime salvation experience for an ongoing transformation.
marveling at the variety of life while watching Nature, David Attenborough is hosting an episode about Birds of Paradise. Simply Gorgeous and quite entertaining dancing, I must say.
preparing for a busy week. I’ve pulled the calendar out and updated it, sat with the children and talked through the week, letting them know who has to be where and when. I am feeling blessed that they are each cooperative and willing to help.
Teaching my daughter to make lasagna. She is a great student. I think it was the best lasagna I’ve ever had.
Focusing on my course of study. I am finding a rhythm and flow and creative routine. Though there is a limited time that the classes are going presented, I am able to find a balance of working through it at my pace, not being rushed through. Especially with soul restoration … the work of the soul cannot be hurried.
Allowing myself to feel overwhelmed, sitting with that feeling and talking reasonably to it, discarding the lies that I am not doing enough or that a I am doing too much and renewing my mind with my truth. It feels good to not let the emotions be my guiding force instead looking to my heart, to my soul and finding truth.
I looked and looked around online to see if anyone was actually hosting Tuesday Tunes. I saw lots of posts with that title but nowhere were they linked to a host. So, I’ve created a button and I would be happy if you want to play along and take Tuesdays on your blog to share what you are listening to, music that inspires you, tunes that make you move. If I have imposed on something that someone else has created, please let me know. I’d be just as happy to play along with someone else.